Destination Unknown (Part 4)

Ann had me there, she might be my friend but she didn’t know that much about me. No one did except maybe for my ex-fiancé Sylvia, who left me after finding out my secrets. I had no choice, I had to lie about my sister’s existence to keep her safe. The only way to protect…

Things I shouldn’t be sorry for but I’m sorry anyway

I’m sorry I left. Sorry if I told you I wouldn’t, but I did anyway. Sorry if each time we have lunch or dinner together and I didn’t like the food i ordered, you would exchange yours when it tastes better—you could sacrifice your own taste buds’ craving for my mouth’s neediness for greatness. Sorry…

A surreal win

Why am I here? Why did I decide to be alone when the wind and the trees and the moon wants to come along? They were here to be of help—so i can somehow breathe and witness a ray of light. But I don’t want them in this fight. My body craves for the full…

The TMI Tag, but I dont know what it means LOL

Several days ago, a fellow blogger Mairi tagged me to answer these questions below that I find so fascinating despite the fact I don’t enjoy talking about myself that much (unless I write it down in poetry or fiction form lol). Mairi’s blog is full of wisdom you must check it out and follow her. Anywho,…

Love and Loss, Truth and the End (2)

He shrieked like a hungry baby. He knows it ain’t manly to do so but he knows no other strategy to make her feel a little bit of guilt and maybe just maybe, through his sobbing, she gets to realize that she couldn’t live without him—that his love is genuine, that he’s the one for…

Love and Loss, Truth and the End

“If you really love me, why would you leave me?” He said, facing away from her, evading the moment where he should be asking this whilst looking straight to her eyes, but he didn’t have the courage—he was frightened to see an unspoken truth that lies beneath her big brown eyes, he was scared to…

5 lessons everyone should learn about LOVE

Love is my favourite. When i hear this word, I can hear his voice. When people talk happily about it, I see his smile. When people blame love for being miserable, it makes me question the real purpose of it, whilst imagining his enraged face due to our inevitable fights. Love is so powerful it…

Invisible fear

I was listening carefully with every beat of it. I put my right hand to my chest, to feel the message it brings. I was bewildered by its deafening noise—it’s making me sick. It seems like I was hearing a beat resembling them ones in horror movies. Trying to decode the fear I can perfectly…

Men, this is for you.

Are women really THAT complex? Men, do you sometimes feel like you couldn’t decipher our indirect language and dramatic behaviour at times? Probably most of my male readers would do a slow repetitive nod for this very common question about gender differences so I decided to write something that (hopefully) could enlighten you on how…

Sheer suffering

The ache deepens as I was having a tour of our old photos again, I could hardly breathe, my heart seemed like being punched by a giant’s fist. I shed tears as I cogitate the why’s of your unforeseen evanescence. How could we end up as terrible as this? How could you just let go…

How can I make a masterpiece?

You were supposed to write something. But you couldn’t fathom why your mind is overflowing With too much lists and codes, too much worries—it’s disgusting. So you end up staring at your laptop, fingertips ready to dance with the keypad, eyes glued to the screen, chair’s heating up for real. You’ve been planning to write…

A flawless you

He looked at me twice like oh-em-gee I didn’t see that coming. The nonchalant glance saying… I see you staring at me all the time, saying… I know what’s running on your mind, saying… I know you have a crush on me, so don’t hide. This is what I like about him—he’s the silent type,…